Saturday, February 21, 2009

Getting older wehh

May i have your attention please, Atikah Aliah sudah tua setahunnn do, peeewhittpeeewhiiit, HAHAHA. Im getting old mann, haha mana boleh, Rhyz is getting YOUNGER every year, thats not fairrrr haha and he has like another 14 years izzit bfre dia jadi bayi balik kn rhyz? hahaha.

Anyway, i was not really in a good mood yesterday. Well as you can see that my last prvs post was a bit UNhappy kan :) hehhh. But wtv, thanks to my friends who wished me, and especially ASHELA, sumpah do you really did made my day :) suara muu menyanyi lagu hari jadi sesungguhnya nk buat aku mengangis *gembiraaa* dan jatuh hati padamuu *araff marah kang* hahaha i love you pek muah muah and sayang jgk sama Weynananana.

And for all the birthday wishes so far, thank you. Bless your hearts to those that remembered, I love you all. And for all to those who didnt, terima kasihh lahh, some of those ppl that i expected them to rmmber my brthday, actually didnt. SO yeah, you're a really really good friend *im being srcastic* sangat lahh :) you know who you are.

Im going out later to meet my friends, so im off to take my shower now, toodles.

Friday, February 20, 2009

Hear me RAWRRRR !

So yeah, classmates aku dah mula dah pnggil aku Lion sbrnananye en. Hahaha, lupa doh psl ape -.- what was it about ey Iya? Sorry doh, aku nyanyuk sikit neh. Haha. Anyway, went to school as usual yesterday. First class was PJK, and we had to do some warm ups and running. Today's activity was playing volley ball. We were divided into four groups.

Everyone started playing and i was just standing beside there like a patungg *thats what teacher said* and kept on avoiding the ball. Haha imagine me running away from a ball? HAHAHAHA tak boleh belahh smpai cikgu pn tegelak enn -___- Daymnn, i hate doing smething that has anything to do with catching stuff, especially if its a ball. Bola tampar? Bola jaring? haa tkyah ckp ah, sume aku tk main, but yeah, except for bowling of course. Tu baling, so tarahal lah. Mpfft yeah i know, im a total loser, deal with it. Haha.

Iya, Iqa, i know you're reading this, korang dah boleh brhenti gelak dh sbrnanye dohh -.- hahahaha.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

One girl

And that girl is so called Atikah Aliah, heh niceeeee.

So I curse a lot. And I never had thought that this cursing thing would have put me into so much trouble. Not that I enjoy cursing since I know words kill and there are some people who cam agak senang touching that would hate me for cursing. It's just bad words are like sayang or cinta to me and it had became like a soothing words to me whenever I'm mad or sad or just plain happy.

Well, looks like you're saying im a bad influence or smething? have it your way than, blame it all on me, nah amik semuaa, amik amikkk. I couldnt care less. Ill probably just stay away from everyone, bfre smeone else starts blaming me too. So thanks, go onnn nowww, pegi lah lompat lompat gembira yeahh (: Im out of this shits. Challo.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Broken Strings

Its 1pm, and i haven't took my shower yet. Hahaha cite keling je en knon nk pg mandi tadi -.- Anyway, Rhyz wanted me to listen to this one song by James Morrison. I loikee, hahaha. Well i love the lyrics *continues singing like hell*

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again

But you broke me, now I can't feel anything

When I love you, It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking, It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train when it's too late

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again

Saturday, February 14, 2009

The climb


I can almost see it

That dream I’m dreaming but

There’s a voice inside my head saying,

You’ll never reach it,

Every step I’m taking,

Every move I make feels

Lost with no direction

My faith is shaking but I

Got to keep trying

Got to keep my head held high

Numb

i've realized that things won't be the same anymore.

Mthrfckrlncauhramsl.

Mpfftt -___-

Monday, February 9, 2009

Fortune Cookies

Today was kinda plain -.- so there's nothing to talk about actually. Lol. Anyway, i woke up yesterday and saw my sister was holding this two fortune cookies, she took one, and gave me the other one. Well, i quickly crack it open and pulled out the fortune that was wrapped inside. So guess what my fortune said? Geng geng geng "Your cheerful outlook is one your assets" and my sister was like looking at me and said 'haa betul ah tuh' hahahaha, yeah idk, you think? Lol. And there this other two fortune cookies predictions i took from the internet, it says

"Good things are on their way."
"You're filled with a sense of urgency. Be patient or you may end up confused."

Woah the second one was kinda true -.- daymnn.

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Getting Really Fat

Woke up around 11 smething, my sister and i followed mum to curve. Well my mum had an appointment there, so drpd duduk dkt rumah, sorang melepet atas katil, sorang lagi tecongok dpn screen, baik ikut je en. Hahaha. We were really hungry, so my sis and i wanted to eat something that boleh mengenyang perut, hahaha so we ate at the mahanttan fish market while waiting for mum to finish her facial.

Tik tok tik tok, borak makan borak makan gossip gossip smpai sejam, then my mum came. She was like 'lahh, dah abes makan dahh? mana ikan mama?' hahahaha, hampeh ikan abes kena latah dgn aku en, bahaha. We didnt't actually know where we're going, sume blank tatau nk buat ape en, haha so we walked to cineleisure. My sis bought me this necklace with my name on it awhhh (: however, she bought herself a bracelet with her name on it instead. I love you sis! eh wait, no no silap. Sayang kau lah gila, okay chun bahaha.

We were getting bored, so mum decided to watch Bride Wars. Ohhh seriously, you girls should go watch it too (: Anyway, the movie ended around 10pm, we went to Swensen's, ate there *fuhh banyak gila doh makan harini -__-* then we went back home. So here i am, posting this post, hahaha gtg now. Challo :)

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Mhmm


i miss this , i miss them , mhmm

Most of all,
Fatin Dini Afiqah
Siti Nur Asilah
Wan Noor Faradawina
Virginie Laurency
Nurul Ain Syafiqah
Afareena
Nurul Khairiahtul Afiqah

Disgust

Yeah my title says it all. Heh. We used to be so close. But yeah, things change kan (: I ain't gonna mention the person's name here. Eventho i know that person wont even read this, har har. Mhm so i see you have your new friends ey? Bagus ah tuh, dpt kawan baru, dah hotstuff, pastu lupa aku, haa tak lah cm motafaka prangai en -__- come on now, self-centered? ungrateful? haha so-called 'brthr' pfft. Dah penat gak ah duk jaga hati org sbrnanye, pdahal mcm ada plk yg jaga hati aku en. Sumpah tak klaka lah do mhm.

Okay yes, unfortenetly now, i don't really go out very often anymore, and its hard to get to see me right. But hellooooo mcm phone takde lak en? msg? ms? msn? nak katakan aku duk dlm hutan so susah nk contact takde lak en. Pdahal rumah sbrnanye takde lah jauh mana pn wehh. Buat ss sane sini boleh plak hahahaha fakarramaa. Neh terus senyaaap, niceee -__- I bet you don't even rmmber when is my birthday ey? Well you would even bother to wish me hppy brthdy huh? At least i did, hehh -.- seriously, wtv. I just don't give a shit anymore. You don't need me, so yeah have fun with your new friends. I couldn't care less. Im just going to have to accept it. Im done, challo.

Monday, February 2, 2009

Broke

"Pantun dua kerat utk you. Hahaha.
Hari hari tgk step up, bila nak top up.
Hahahahaha. The end.
Haha i rindu you do. Haha"


Hahaha Aqil sent this to me just now, although he knew that i wont be able to rply his msg, lol sorry do. And sorry to those who texted me :/ as you all know, i barely topup dah now :S ahha yes im trying to save my money, its not like money can just fall down from the sky kan? so better start saving now than never. Lol. Anyway, i missed school today -.- watlek buat cuti sendiri en. Haha. Well, i slept around 5am and woke up at 7.15am, pfft so yeah i went back to sleep. Bahaha.