Sunday, February 20, 2011

There's Still Hope

It just so happens that I'm turning seventeen tomorrow. Wow I can't believe I'm turning a year older in less than an hour. Sometimes I just hate how fast time flies. It passes very quickly and the next thing you know, you're 50! :/

Anyway, I don't know what to expect tomorrow. I just hope that nothing spoils my mood. As for now, I'm feeling really jolly :) I just got back from sunway a few minutes ago. The president of MTBC said that I have potential, which pretty much made my day. His words really did lift my spirit and all I can say is, I'm glad that I didn't quit bowling altho I know that I still have a lot of work to do and I need to work real hard since I'm not yet consistent. But I wish everything goes well in the future. Amin.

Thursday, February 17, 2011

I Don't Live To Please You

Walked home from school just now. Sonnanabeech. I swear today's weather is killing me, I could literally fry an egg on top of my head. Even my face is all dark now :(

Have you ever felt that moment when you finally learn not to trust anyone but yourself? Well, I did. That one very important lesson that I learned will probably change me for the rest of my life. I thought of it all the way back home. Its so disappointing, knowing the fact that you can never really count on people, not even your friends. Because there's only a few of them who you can actually call true friends and who you can really trust. However others are just a bunch of hypocrites and pretenders, its just a matter of time for them to show their true colours. Yes, you know its true. That's why family always comes first.

I don't know why I'm typing all this, maybe I'm just really pissed off or something. I despise two faced people, its hard to decide which face to slap first. I mean if you have something to say, say it to my face, not behind my back. It ain't my fault that you can't handle sarcasm my dear. And making a big fuss over some silly small thing is just plain stupid. Seriously. If you think you're the only one who can keep bitching about other people behind their backs then think again, I could do the same to you a long time ago if I wanted to. Remember, you're not that perfect either.

Karma is a bitch if you are, and I'm pretty sure it will hit you damn right on your face soon :)

Friday, February 4, 2011

Easy Come Easy Go

I wonder why people suddenly change after they get what they wanted.

One day they’re sweet, the next day, they’re not. One day they’re here, the next day they’re not. One day you’re important to them, the next day you’re worthless. One day they love you, the next day they don’t care about you.

That’s how ironic people and things can be. Pretty shits, pretty lies, pretty fucked up. But it’s still your choice. Because you choose to get hurt when you choose to be in love.

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Are We Living Or Dying?

Oh god it's been a while since the last time I blogged. I hope everyone is doing fine. Me? I promise I'm still alive. My previous post was posted last year, yeah that was more than five months ago. Whoops. I'm really sorry for going MIA like that, I've been super busy. I've logged in to my blogspot a couple of times before but honestly, I didn't know what to post. I just kept staring at my laptop screen, thinking about what am I gonna say, how am I gonna write it. Each and every word that I could think of just kept spinning and spinning inside my head, I just didn't know where to start. So again, I just wanna apologize for not updating anything. And to those who is still following me and kept checking on my blog, thank you so much. It means a lot to me :)

There's a lot going on right now. I wasn't lying when I said I was busy. Apparently, my school and tuition isn't giving me any space. Eight freakin hours at school every weekdays, and tuition class almost every night. Sometimes, even on weekends. Not to mention I have to focus on bowling too. MSSD is one month away, and IT'S MY LAST YEAR so I gotta work real hard this times. Damn, time flies too fast.

Anyway, Happy Chinese New Year everyone! I will try not to disappear again :)