Saturday, June 25, 2011

Fight These Butterflies


I'm well aware that my lack of confidence has always been pulling me down when it comes to some things. I get anxious just thinking that it will affect me badly one day. There's a lot of things that I've always wanted to do and thought of trying, but the problem was quite obvious. Lack of confidence is actually a big deal. It could stand in your way, ruin your career, cause problems in your relationships and so much more. So yeah, you get my point right.

I want to change to be a better person for a better life in the future. I need to build my self confidence, and destroy all the fears that keeps blocking me from doing things that I haven't tried yet. I should get up and try rather than just give up and cry. What's the point of crying when you didn't even try? It's better to try and fail, than just simply give up. At least you tried. Practice makes it perfect, remember? So then next time you can try again, and again until bada bing, bada boom... you're on top! 

People are more attracted to those who seem confident in themselves and some say that the more self confidence you have, the more likely it is you'll succeed. Its true. But not in an arrogant way of course.

Have confidence, not arrogance.

Friday, June 24, 2011

Keep On Going


Despite the fact that my foot still hurts, this week has been pretty normal somehow. Nothing to stress so much about and all. Even school today was all right. I should be worried about my July test though, not to mention SPM. The biggest exam of the year which is only a few months away and I'm still.. being ME. Yes, me. As in, the person who's more lazy than you could possibly imagine.

143 days till SPM.

Friday, June 17, 2011

Gradually Changing



Hi, how's everyone doing? Sorry I didn't get the chance to update my blog during the holidays. My sister's been using the laptop ever since she started working, and I was practically busy chilling just to forget everything about midterm for a while. But my two weeks break was rather relaxing, nothing much to brag about though. I spent most of the time with my family, especially my mum and had some great times with a few of my friends.

Now, holiday is over. School's back. Hello results. Although I didn't go to school for two days now because of this foot injury. Let's just say that, I can't really walk like a normal person at the moment. So I just hope I get well soon. Oh yes, results.. the horror. Some were good, some were ok, some were bad. But thank god I didn't fail. I obviously need to work on my Additional Mathematics and Physics 'cause I suck when it comes to these subjects the most. Which reminds me, I'm not done with my additional mathematics project yet, great.

Friday, June 3, 2011

Rules Of Life

  1. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present
  2. Just ignore what others think of you
  3. Time heals almost everything
  4. No one is in charge of your happiness except you
  5. Don't compare yourself to others and don't judge them
  6. Stop thinking too much. It's alright not to know everything, it will come to you when you least expect it.
  7. Be happy. You don't own all the problems in the world.

    Wednesday, June 1, 2011

    Hello June


    Wow its June already, what ever happened to May? These words that I am about to say (or in this case, type) is pretty common but yeah, time flies so fast! I was just thinking how quickly the months go by, it seems like yesterday I was rushing to school, my first day of senior year. I was feeling anxious and excited at the same time. Now, six months have passed and soon in a few months.. you know what happens next. It will be the end of my highschool year.

    To tell you the truth, I can't wait until school ends. I just want to get over and done with it. I hate the drama that school brings, I hate getting up in the morning, I hate how tired I get everyday after school, I hate the pressure, I hate the sleepless nights, I hate the fakeness in the few people that I know, I hate everything. So yes, I don't need to hear the 'Oh you're going to miss school' speech from anyone, because I just don't seem to care anymore. Eventhough I do think that I'll miss my school years one day and when that happens, I'll wish that a time machine existed so I could turn back time. But of course, that's the future, not now.

    School can be fun, SOMETIMES.